8 letters…
acid in my veins
a vice on my heart
mouthful of cotton
turmoil, fear, hesitation
memories searingly clear
sweet rejection
silence
another chance passed by, another doubt settles in, another night of worry

i have 6 days till the bolder boulder…omg, not ready
(Source: howdoiputthisgently)
over 28 hrs, not one peep.
I am officially rat-free! no more torturous research experiments! and to you Dr. K, I have many choice words for you and your awful, stupid lies. But, I’m a lady who keeps her blog clean. Oh, and your michigan accent sounds stupid.
I still have so many loose ends I’m trying to tie up from Baltimore. I’m home! I’m supposed to be gorging myself on movies, books and NOT THINKING ABOUT SCHOOL. yet here i am, calling, emailing and doing paperwork for Baltimore still. AGH.
I hate interviews. I think i’ve worn the same blue button up to all of them. It may be cursed. Now its all a matter of waiting….
I’m frustrated again. I don’t know how much more I can forgive. Its grinding on my heart.
I love how I can watch three episodes in a row of Grey’s with my dad, and none of them were my idea…
the awkward moment where you nearly run someone over in the parking lot cause your late to an appointment, and you shoot each other a dirty look, and then they JUST SO HAPPEN to be in the waiting room next to the only empty chair…
i forgot how incredibly quiet conifer is
stupid rats, why do you torture me!?
I have not decided which is worse, reading research articles or writing them. The above title is the title for my project. It hurts my little brain a lot.
for the love of biology…
p.s. i got a hurr-cut, its much shorter, curlier and my ends have that fantastic feeling of new-ness. now to explain to the rents the $74 charge on my credit card…
Sometimes sushi on the bus ride home can facilitate the most intriguing conversations.
Pretty sure I have a new job for the fall?
I’ve unfortunately gained a few end-of-semester pounds
this will be the second friday in a row I’m being lazy at home, its glorious
pharmacology can burn in heck
playing with the idea of moving to Denver for the summer
or
going to peru for a week?
aaand study……

if you don’t know what this means, google…but don’t, go to images!
(Source: whatshouldwecallmedschool)